hello blog, its been awhile since i wrote on you :3

ah, the recent week has been pretty entertaining for a bum like me, though i can't remember much in detail. kinda just realised that i am left with 30 days before enlistment, and everytime i think about it, a cocktail of emotions appear in my mind, served in a tall martini glass topped with a slice of fruit.

recently i've been thinking about morals and logic. everyone has different morals and logic, where morals are to do what is not wrong; and logic is to do what is doable. i know this could be highly subjective, you people are welcomed to share your thoughts with me on my board if any. i wonder how much would it take to push someone off their morals and do things that they want to and yet is not right.

i have so much i want to pour out, but yet restricted. i have much perversed ideas and thoughts all the time. even the harmless and meaningless words could be made into sexual innuendos if repeated by me. but then again, by perverse i mean by directed away from what is right or good. sexual innuendos are just some of the possible results.

sometimes i think im a romanticist by nature, and i cant speak as freely as i want to. i cant possibly call everyone "dear" right? unless permitted :X maybe thats why i want to be in love, a relationship, where all the unspent "energy" could be channelled towards my significant other. getting a girlfriend? thats probably a plan for 2012; but i wont mind surprises in my remaining one month, a fling doesnt sound that bad either.

recently i've been very very very very keen on non verbal communication, on how the body actually speaks more than the mouth. the more i spend time reading someone's body language, the more interesting it gets. im getting addicted to this, yeah. but i shant share much about it here, google it if you're interested (: perhaps we could share our findings over coffee.

im feeling awesomely random now, perhaps due to the chocolate frappe i had awhile ago at mcCafe. i guess i am susceptible to sugar highs, and it sure feels good everytime the high gear kicks in. i think of crazy things when im high. i become more touchy, more verbal, more uninhibited. my thoughts are rearranged and frankly, i could become an entirely different person. don't believe? try me (:

ok im running out of things to type about. so i shall just stop here. bleh.

Waihong, out.