yes, its a measely 17 days left. much has happened in the week, though i shan't elaborate much here.

there are still things that i want to do/achieve, and the constant reminding of my enlistment makes me think otherwise. should i just put them off till after BMTC? its a 17-week absence, and frankly i'm really afraid of changing. its 4 months, and i think lots and lots will change. i don't wanna change either.

there's just so much going on in my mind, i can't verbalise. desires are increasing with loneliness. but i doubt any will be satisfied or curbed. sigh. if only someone knew; if only i could let someone know. ah, shan't think too much, worrying about things i cannot predict.

more short posts, well. take care.

play on, me.


Waihong, out.