will it eventually be me against the world around me?

i thought about it alot, and i strongly believe that i have one too many selfish unique thought about the world around me. i don't wanna live like everyone else does, and even if i do eventually join their ranks, i want to be different for as long as possible. just as well, i am not one for the moral ethics.

recently, i've revisited a corner in memory lane, that about judging people. empathy never was my forte, and even so, i often tried to feel for others as much as i could. but that was in the past. now i'm forming impressions faster than ever, every single little action builds on to the person's image, much like a game of tetris.

i feel this onslaught of judgment creeping onto me. its only in times like this where i truly feel that ignorance is bliss.  i hope ignorance gets me through the initial heat, at the very least, its always calm in the eye of the storm.

 i want to do it.

hopefully this all is one of many passing showers, and that i'm making a mountain of a molehill. then again, who wishes for sweet dreams to end?

Waihong, out.

P.S. feels like i'm not making any sense.