man, how often i wished people would do this to me, to put their arms around my shoulder. makes me feel appreciated. despite being way taller than most my peers, doesnt mean my shoulders are used to being snowcapped. and even though i may appear to be nonchalant, or perhaps even emotionless, its all just a facade. i'm just no good with showing emotions with my face.

i not sure why, but some people think that i have a "big brother" image. but hey! even big brothers need to wind down sometimes, can't always be "big" all the time. "big brother" syndrome is in fact due to the fact that i am literally "big" and have always been taking care of the "not-so-big" people around me. being taller makes me feel more compelled to care for others. not that i'm belittling you guys below me, just a reflex reaction.

i wish someone would come along and relief me of my reflex reaction. someone who could make me feel weak and turn me into the one who needed be care for. and that someone will obviously also require my care and concern! and the mega plan will start its cyclic motion: an endless cycle of caring (:
now ain't that a sweet sweet plan?

i admit that being a guy, skinship is a definite easier way for me to connect to people. people whom i can touch feels more real to me than a verbal relationship. i mean whats wrong with friends putting their arms around another?

well this just could be another ranting post, or it could be my heartfelt words. either way, well, meh. wish i can extend a hug to someone who needs one now, or perhaps a bear hug might be even better!

toddles people! have a hug-filled day ahead (:

Waihong, out.