how would everyone be like if there wasn't a Waihong in their lives? and even if there was, what if that Waihong wasn't like me? what if he was nice, gentle, sociable and cool? very much unlike my current crazy, rough reign.

sometimes we unknowingly take the people around us for granted. we let ourselves believe that those people will always be there, tirelessly and endlessly. even i too have taken many persons in my life for granted, and for some, i've paid prices.

we're all humans. we all deserve a level of respect and gratitude. no one should be allowed to deny another's rights to ask for these simple essentials. but then again, it is human to err. and we all do. no normal being has led an error-free life. everyone has made mistakes. and it is those mistakes that i learn and grow from. yes some mistakes may leave trails or scars, but it is up to me to follow the paths of scarrings again, or to avoid and choose another. life is presented full of options and choices; life is a choice itself.

... and i think i'm ready to make another choice i've been avoiding for so long. i might have shamed myself for wasting precious time, but that again has thought me to seize the day. choices choices choices. now thats another phrase for life.