well thats what i'd love to ask myself, if i ever could see "me" as a person..

im getting easily restless recently,

over things i could have done but did not do;

issues that have bugged me since who knows when;

and over plain nothingness.

seems that i've really lost my drive in life, there's really nothing there to mush me to where i wanna be. no more motivation.

i'm honestly envious of peers and friends with significant goals and dreams they want to achieve in life, along with the drive they need to ride towards.

and all i have is a crooked brain and i distasteful liking for distasteful things.

waiting for things that aint possibly gonna happen.

waihong, oh waihong, what are you going to do with yourself?

perhaps this coming vacation came along just as i needed it.

time for everything. time for nothing.

time to sort my thoughts out.