i really dont know what to put into the text box right now,
but i just feel the urge to vomit my feelings out.

im losing my common sense,
and im losing my mind.

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whenever i think about you,
i feel my senses draining away,
everything i've heard about you,
everything that i've seen about you,
everything that i've known about you,
fills up my mind.

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there's this hunch
that what i love about you
will be the very same thing
that will tear me apart

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so you say
"i'll be there for you"
but my mind echoes
"why dont you be there WITH me?"

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i know you've decided your path
i know i'm suppose to be supportive
but i hope that
along your path
you'll meet me along the way
and take me along with you

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it feels so much better to puke it out,
altho its only on blog.