i swear i feel so fucked now i could turn a tree into used toiletpaper.

i must have been retarded to think you'll need my concern.

alright since i can be easily thrown around and you dont seem to give a shit about it,

i'll just fuck it

pretend it didnt happen

and if anyting else happens

i'll also pretend nothing happened

even if it happened to you

as of now

you're still not sending me any words of conern

shows that all the "important person" you always referred and depended on

has been all a lie

i feel like an "important BACKUP PLAN" more than anything else

like i've said:

its gonna be worse if you've saw him texting those to me and not give a shit about it

not that i hoped you stopped him

i wish you didnt so i can have fuel to anger myself